NEWS FLASH!

We're EXPECTING!  We've know for quite sometime yet I'm just now announcing to the world. Why you wonder? Well, it all comes down to fears/worries/anxiety. With having multiple miscarriages in the past few years, I've been living in a constant state of anxiety over the knowledge that our family wasn't complete, yet everything we've done to complete it hasn't worked out. It wasn't until just this week that I've had an epiphany, if you will. I've been scared to tell people in fear that we would lose this baby too, and I would have to untell people. I honestly didn't know if I could do that again. It was to the point that I wasn't even mentioning it in my prayers, ridiculous I know.  It occurred to me over and over again that I needed to talk to someone and I needed to start with my Heavenly Father. I did just that, I let out all my fears and concerns and even a few tears to him. It was instantly healing. Looking back I feel so dumb for not utilizing the gift of prayer sooner. It's something I've had this whole time and had chosen not to put to use. Something so simple that it only took minutes out of my day has completely changed my outlook. I have been given another chance to carry a very precious gift and I'm hopeful we will welcome him or her into our family this June.